Look, the thing is, I drink too much and I smoke to much, and I m a cynical bitter old man trapped in a young man’s body. On most issues, such as life style choices, I am very open minded, but on others such as why I never have enough cash to pay my rent, I am very angry.
Am I a bad person for this? I don’t think so. I try really hard to keep a stiff upper lip, to not complain, to just keep going, but every once in awhile it just gets tough. Usually I become a nervous wreck and then I drink a little, but a little wouldn’t do, so a little gets more and more.
I am not here to apologize for my actions or ask for your sympathy, that was just a set up to what I am about to say. I think to key to feeling alright is understanding and accepting who you are rather than hide it or lump it in to a category. For example…
I am a drunk.
I am a pervert.
I watch too much porn
I smoke too many cigarettes
I am very open with my sexuality
I am Imaginative
I know way too much worthless trivia
That’s what works for me anyhow. Now on to my New Year’s Resolution…
I resolve to get myself back on track financially
I resolve to smite those who have wronged me…that’s right, I said smite.
I resolve to put more thought into my music
I resolve to oppose the robot revolution.
You think you’re bad…FUCK you, we’ll KILL you. The Fuck Kills